Ahhh. Today was the most fabulous day, all of my cousins came over and I was so happy to see them. There were many hugs and "i love you" s and we all had great fun. And of course the iced coffee i made helped everything. (Because it was pretty much amazing.) And i had a lovely time seeing emma ( i felt like i had not seen her in ages). we went to the sore to get ribbon and it was fabulous. :)
Well lately i have totally been struggling with discontentment. Sometimes i just really do not know what i am supposed to be doing. There are so many paths of things i could choose to be, and do in life. I'm trying to decide what to major in and where to work. But it is SOOO comforting to know God has already planned out my paths and He has already planned every thread of my life. It is very hard (with someone as stubborn as myself) to place myself under Gods plan. But i know that it is the right thing and i know Gods way is best. (Sanctification is a lifelong process!! ) :D

But i am enjoying summer so much! We went to the beach recently, my best friend Lenna acompanied us, and it was so fun! To see the power of God in something like the ocean. I love the sound and the salty smell and the breeze off the water, and marvel to think how jesus holds that massive amount of water in itts place. And in no way will it ever transgress its boundaries without the permission of our Father. And we went to lake Texoma the other day with the fasolinos. Haha what an experience. Ellen got burned when she and stephen went on their long "boat ride." Apparently they were "on a boat." And I caught fish and cooked some marvelous creations with Renee in the kitchen. Man our "Tato Tidbits" were simply amazing! tomorrow we have nichelle's wedding shower, and that should be very lush. Since, apparently, the whole entire church is decked out with intensified decorations. (the ladies at the church seriously go all out for these kind of things. I think it will take them most likely 6 hours to take it all down haha)

but since i dont really have anything all that interesting to write down, and the things i do wish i could shout from a rooftop in joy.. well lets just say i will just have to wait 2 or 3 years. Since i am not able to speak of them, nor could i express them if i tried at this point... but in that case you should stay tuned. but on that note, along with a few others, maybe my life is about to get seriously more interesting with all of these decisions and changes that will have to be made in the near future. ( something tells me that only made scene in my own head... but no matter! haha)
Always thinking
Love always

Holly dee