I love too easily.. and people leave too often.. I have been struggling with much lately; and I am trying my hardest to hide it. Because I do not want other people to see me fall and to see me struggle.. I realize that since I am a Christian.. I will suffer greatly for Christs name. The Bible never said being a Christian is easy. In fact, it says we will be persecuted and we will have trials thrown at us. And the truth is.. If i am not suffering for Christs name, something is wrong... And maybe i am not living the way that i should; nor am i living up to what my Lord Jesus has called me to be.. There has been a situation this week which i cant really give details here however, i would covet your prayers. If you know me at all you know that it is hard for me to deal with losing people, and it is hard for me to deal with people hating me.. Ivy always tells me i need to get a thicker skin, and that i need to let things just "roll off" and not bother me. But it is not always that easy.. sometimes the things people do and say stick with you. Some people can just make you feel like nothing .. However, someone once told me.." Holly no creature of Gods is without value." and it is true. God always has a plan, and you can always accomplish things for God.
Please pray for me in the weeks ahead, i started summer school on monday. So my days are very full. Also, countinue to pray for aunt Frannie to get better and for her salvation. I will write again tomorrow with all the news of my small nephew CHARLIE who was born today! Happy birthday Chass!
love always
Holly Dee
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